Dealing with deeply rooted confidence issues that I can not really place how they emerged. I mean I can think of times where my feelings were hurt but I was a kid. Can those experiences really run my life as an adult?
Now older I have see the beauty in myself but just like an drug addict it can be easy to resort back to chasing the high. Just one wrong situation, experience or as easy as keeping the wrong company can turn a 10 year clean survivor spiraling down into the junkie lifestyle.
My Confidence was built and learnt through acceptance of self. It is a constant battle but thats life. The older I get I realize that life is one big challenge. As each day goes by the most important thing you will do is make decisions. Decisions will guide you to either where you want to go or where you don't want to go.
Everyday I continue to build myself up and grow as a person. I learn the most about myself when i reflect on my decisions. It is important to push yourself as well. I never felt the hustle in myself but quickly I realized it the the only way of survival. The less huslte and more safe equals slow and your dreams and this world ain't waiting for nobody!Listen to those around you who have been there.
And through all this learning, growing and reflecting you will find your happy place.. Thats where I am. I found creativity. The more I create the happier I am. My happy place.....
