REPOST: ORIGINAL POSTING AUG 29,2012
#The past #love #progress
The past is something that some may look back on and smile while others may only look back and see pain. I have never been the type to see pain in my hind side until my after college years. Today I decided to put something in my past that has took a serious emotional toll on me. I thought that I had felt something like this before but it did not compare. I never thought I would feel ashamed of my actions and myself but I did in the name of what I thought was love. It wasn’t love at all. It was an infatuation, comfort, and just plain feelings. I cared, hell I might have loved but it was not love. Love will never be one sided, Love will never make you cry more than it makes you smile. There have been many times when I say I’m done but my hardest hurdle is and has been to completely let go. And when you completely let go do you destroy every memory you have ever shared or do you lock it away in a place that you cannot reach? If locked away though is that letting go?
